i m recently waiting for... um... or i have been waiting for a place in my FINA221 for nearly a month... and in the No. 1 position!!!! for nearly a month!!! i just wonder, why is it so hard for the course to enroll one more person?...|_| just hope that i can be in the course finally... but even i dont, i find a course that i m interested in~~~ Gothic film and literature~ haha, i love Gothics!!! no matter film or music or architecture~ ohohoh~ gothic!!! guys, do u ever know that Gothic Rock is so amazingly fantastic? if not, just find a piece on net and listen to it, u would be scared~ by how great it would be! trust me! when i was browsing the course webpage, i just thought there were so few courses that i hv interest in... oh... nowadays the education system is weak like this that i can hardy find any course that i like? ai... about the Lang course... i just want to say that the Gbus or Yr 3 students depressed me... in a way they talk like in a gathering, but i (or most of the rest of us) am more like going to the wrong place but at the same time, i also realize that even i take the course in my Yr 3, i dnt think there would be much progress in my English, so now i m with a learning attitude to attend the course hope it wont be so boring next time comparing to wht Shobo called "boring" semester, i have a really FULL semester with quizzes and reports~ hope i can still survive successfully~ i know i will!^^ last few words about my recent reaction to my once beloved house association i think some of you may think i am not a good shang jong cuz i rarely go to the 2nd floor to play with u, nor did i travel around ur counter to show support to this point, i want to say sorry, for my absence but considering my decision, i want to clarify why i did like this i think the majority of u har jong treat me very kindly but for the rest of u, i dnt know wht do u think of me but wht i can hear, is always mean words when i turn to my frd for explanation of why u guys always said something that hurted my feelings, she told me that u were just "childish" i dnt know whether it is applicable to u guys, but it always hurts me and to me, this is not a good way to show ur "friendliness" and wht i can see is that, if i continue showing up, and continue being treated like this in front of the VERTEX members, i will soon be recognized as a stupid and fat female that's why i decided not to show up anymore but i want to show my appreciation to ur hard work i could see some freshmen sitting counter with u guys i could see some freshmen stayed by your counter during their leisure time and so on and so on so it is no doubt that i will always appreciate ur work, for u have so few ppl, but so many work has been done and i should say thank you for the good memories u once brought to me i will always bury them in mind (it seems they r long paragraphs but not "few words"... but finally i throw them out of my mind, and i m more released now) | 
